I wish to grow and I'm not going fast enough.
People always make posts talking about improving in 3 months and, even though I know I'm improving, it doesn't go as fast as a sorta serious artist should go. I must be able to do amazing stuff in three month like all those re-draw meme people or I am just..

Scenery and enviroment. I must draw that. How can I create comics without? The biggest bottleneck for me is that good enviroment requires this being drawn BEFORE the character and/or object of importance. I really have a hard time with that as I like to jump to posing characters. Also, I don't know how to draw trees or anything.

Angles and perspective. I don't get it at all, regardless of tutorials. This weird block method because lack of knowledge in everything. how anatomy. How boxes :[link]

This stupid get-out-of-your-comfort-zone thing. Like, I do that every time but that's why works never get finished because I try to surpass skills I do not even have. Angles and perspective, ugh.

Go do life-drawing or something everyone will say. I can't even draw from pictures. If it doesn't look realistic styled, as I tend to go stylised, like at the first go I feel so bad I just quit. I hate to face what I can't do as I have no idea what to do about it. It's like you sit infront of a math problem and try to solve it but without explanation you have no idea how to solve it and you will not ever. And I cannot get any explanation.

Pressuuuure. I suck but I love doing this thing I suck at. I love it so much. I love drawing. I love making comics.
Yes, you can love what you feel you suck at.
I love to sing too. Everyone does. In private. But we all feel we suck. Still we love it.

I wanna colour and draw ponies and monster high and cuties and feels.